I don't think I embarass my mum, but I think I have disappointed her with some of my actions (as all kids do).. I'm ok with my actions, cos its my life to lead, not hers. The problem I have with it is that she then blabs to all her family / friends about what I've done and how bad I am for doing it to get sympathy and attention and drama. Then expects me to go and have dinner with her friends etc when the occaision calls for it. I dunno who is more embarassed.. her friends or me. Cos she certainly isnt and loves the uncomfortableness that ensues when we make little talk about anything except my supposed bad actions.
Post by PerzanKitCat86205 on Jun 4, 2008 11:09:00 GMT -5
Afraid of what that means I think of you, but my parents don't really do anything. They embarrassed themselves. I had a lot of goals in the world of survival, all of which fail. I just always feel hurt around them. No one can embarrass them? My 4 1/2 year younger brother, on the other hand, would still say he does a bit or maybe just not really. I consider myself the best in the family. No one else is better European or Asian or white or anything.
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Post by PerzanKitCat86205 on Jun 9, 2008 3:23:42 GMT -5
I don't think so.
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Post by PerzanKitCat86205 on Jun 10, 2008 22:10:53 GMT -5
What's your problem? You think I'm a dork? Because I'm not.
This is your first post? So, he's just going to get banned? What does anyone think?? Does anyone care about people like this "spamming?" What can we do? We don't have to report him because everyone will see.
If you're just joking, I don't see why.
Why don't you leave me alone? If you think it doesn't matter, you shouldn't even care.
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Post by waywardwolf on Jun 11, 2008 14:01:25 GMT -5
That's a pretty crummy first post amezarak. If you're just here to read, then pick and choose what you read. If you're here to post, might be a good idea to introduce yourself.
What's your problem? You think I'm a dork? Because I'm not.
This is your first post? So, he's just going to get banned? What does anyone think?? Does anyone care about people like this "spamming?" What can we do? We don't have to report him because everyone will see.
If you're just joking, I don't see why.
Why don't you leave me alone? If you think it doesn't matter, you shouldn't even care.
I just read all your incoherent ramblings everywhere and kind of posted without thinking. I'm sorry, I promise you I will NEVER do it again.
Oh, I love Australia. I remember you are an Australian. ;D So, you are 1/2 Australian 1/2 White-Latino-Hispanic.
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My parents are down on me every single day. I've always had some unconventional ways of doing things, things that are really none of their damn business, and when they can't find anything else to nag me about they make things up. Lately, my life has been made of win. I've managed to claw my way out of community college hell get a full ride from a decent university. I'm way more on top of things than any of my friends and I've got absolutely nothing to be unhappy about. All the people I knew from high school from more well to do families are dropping out of the expensive colleges that their parents spent tens of thousands to send them to so they can smoke weed, play XBOX and flip burgers. None of this matters to my parents. Their respect hasn't meant a thing to me since I was a teenager. I realized that this is my show, not theirs. Their constant verbal abuse is annoying, but I'm used to it. I realize they're just mentally ill. I should probably just move to the dorm and get a little taste of the college life, but I can't justify paying $400 a month rent for a s***ty room with no privacy and $75 a week for a meal plan that says in the description "if this is all you eat, you're going to suffer from malnutrition".
THE HIGHEST PLATEAU OF HUMAN DEVELOPMENT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE FLESH!!!
You're 19, what does that make me? An old geezer? You young whippenschnappers can't hold your booze. Why, back in my day we had a little respect. Respect and gumption! Put down the bottle, boy.
Last Edit: Jun 13, 2008 13:33:42 GMT -5 by waywardwolf
My parents are down on me every single day. I've always had some unconventional ways of doing things, things that are really none of their damn business, and when they can't find anything else to nag me about they make things up. Lately, my life has been made of win. I've managed to claw my way out of community college hell get a full ride from a decent university. I'm way more on top of things than any of my friends and I've got absolutely nothing to be unhappy about. All the people I knew from high school from more well to do families are dropping out of the expensive colleges that their parents spent tens of thousands to send them to so they can smoke weed, play XBOX and flip burgers. None of this matters to my parents. Their respect hasn't meant a thing to me since I was a teenager. I realized that this is my show, not theirs. Their constant verbal abuse is annoying, but I'm used to it. I realize they're just mentally ill. I should probably just move to the dorm and get a little taste of the college life, but I can't justify paying $400 a month rent for a sh*tty room with no privacy and $75 a week for a meal plan that says in the description "if this is all you eat, you're going to suffer from malnutrition".
I just knew that nothing in life mattered, so getting straight-As in the simple plan called "school" was my no. 1. Well, it dragged on. I found a college that had a pre-professional ballet minor, so I chose it. Unfortunately, it was in the place I hate more than any other, or I just wanna live in Florida (not in a bad way, I like it for the meditational aspects.) It was where I lived but in the main town. I had gotten into piano and organ, so I majored in it, took Vocal + Instr Music Ed and Piano/Organ performance. I was in choir since 2nd grade, too.
I think I got scholarship from being from Fort Lauderdale, so I was pretty upset with myself, probably got mental disease, and now have been bedridden, nothing outta ever having been to school. (Well, ask if you wanna know..) It was the 6th highest in the south for the Masters level, highest Catholic school in the ranking. Being Jesuit gave it more validity, as it used to be a place the holy brothers would study at. When I dropped out, I was in the dorms where they fled after Katrina, and yes they were pretty s***ty, but they were one a room and like a bunch of little houses. Not big, really, and kinda dirty seeming.
Same thing, why should I do anything? I am too sick to get hired because of some taboo things that happened to me. So, I just do nothing while I wait for my health to be like and better than it used to.
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Post by waywardwolf on Jun 13, 2008 22:38:26 GMT -5
^^^ I hear that, I should really kick the habit myself, but I've been drinking vodka tonight. Well, vodka martinis, shaken not stirred.
I don't have a clear picture of what my parents think of me. Both of them seem to like my attitude and how I treat others, as for my decisions, I have no idea.