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Post by Phil on Sept 11, 2009 23:12:16 GMT -5
Allow yourself to be positive and peaceful, supportive and open.
Let us share what we have learned and feel about things of a spiritual nature.
Feel free to ask questions and to ask for help.
In Lekesh!
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Post by Phil on Sept 12, 2009 0:03:03 GMT -5
Hi here is my story of healing for those who are interested...
Some of you might remember but I had some very intense pain and inflammation in my spine a year ago. I was having a very difficult time doing regular everyday things like getting out of bed or putting on my clothes. I allowed this to continue on and off for a few years. I allowed it to control me and snap at people I loved. I tried many different therapies and spent most of my earnings paying for them. My pain intensified. I could not think of what to do. I was very frustrated and disappointed.
My aunt had been suggesting I visit her in Germany for some time. She offered to treat me. I never took her methods too seriously and continued to seek 'physical' treatments here. Finally I ran out of money and was so frustrated with my situation and the practitioners I was seeing that I decided to go see her.
Once I arrived, she began to treat me with acupuncture and Homeopathy. For this she assessed my emotional , mental, physical sates (specifics: type/time of pain, parents, girls, work etc.), and my tastes, likes, preferences (hot, cold, salty-spicy-sweet food, sleep late-early etc). For her it was really important that I open up to her and share everything about my feelings. That is the key to classic Homeopathic medicine. She told me that I was stagnating, and that I had to live out my personal potential. It took me a long time to fully accept that this was causing the inflammation in my spine and sciatica. I had always seen my pain as a mechanical issue resulting from an injury.
Slowly I began to loosen up not only physically but also emotionally. I began to accept what she was saying, because I felt that it was true. I distanced myself from my stagnation, from my frustrations.
A couple months into my stay I was walking down the street and I turned my head to look behind me and I was so happy because I hadn't been able to do that in months!
After 4 months I started to do a some more physical activity, like push ups. I felt so good that in the 5th month I felt it was time to go to Asia. My aunt told me that it was important that I follow my gut. And that's where it was telling me to go. I didn't know how I was going to do it financially but I felt I could do it. I put my intention to work and asked my friend in Asia to wish me over. I decided to try something I had tried before, contacting modeling agencies. I had never had success before. This time I got an offer from each one I contacted. I chose one and 1 month later I was Splashing people in Thailand during Songkran (thai new year). I was reunited with friends and made many more. I traveled to Myanmar and was blessed and humbled by the people and their spirits. I was pretty much pain free. The times I had pain were brief and I could address the problem with my knew found knowledge.
I came to accept my pain as simply a way for my soul to tell me that I have to change my life. I tried my best not to be angry, depressed or upset with my body or situation. I tried to be supportive, positive and caring with everyone and everything. Now I actually am grateful for all painful trials I was put through. Without them I would not have left and lived from my heart. I still have some pain from time to time. My soul is still not satisfied with my mind and body. But now I know to listen.
With this story I give you love, and in reading it you give me love, thank you.
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Post by Pocky Monster on Sept 12, 2009 0:27:10 GMT -5
Wonderful words of wisdom, Phil. =)
(now I see why the SS card was in German)
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Post by Phil on Sept 15, 2009 14:51:45 GMT -5
^Yep, who knows where the next SS gift will be sent from.
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Post by thesa on Sept 16, 2009 4:22:18 GMT -5
glad your feeling much better again and thanks for reminding us to listen to our souls and hearts! I'm all for soul, heart and consciousness  |
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Post by Phil on Sept 17, 2009 10:20:37 GMT -5
^Love and thanks Thesa!
Is anyone following, feeling anything related to 2012?
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Post by catgirl on Sept 29, 2009 19:16:02 GMT -5
^Love and thanks Thesa! Is anyone following, feeling anything related to 2012? Do you think the world will go under? |
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Post by Phil on Dec 6, 2009 1:52:36 GMT -5
^I dont know. What I've heard from the maya is that it is a change in consciousness that we are going through.
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Post by toyomansi on Dec 21, 2009 12:29:15 GMT -5
Reading 'The Power of Now' by Eckhart Tolle has opened my eyes to a lot of things. Same here. I can relate to your experiences and views ^^ Phil, thanks for sharing your amazing story! |
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Post by Phil on Dec 21, 2009 15:06:24 GMT -5
Iver Mo Frere, I didn't read your post till now. Its so wonderful to hear about your transformation. When I think of my own life and compare my present with my past self I realize I'm filled with so much more light. Its the best way to describe it. Before I was cloudy, it was as if a dark cloud hung over me or inside. But it was one I allowed to be there. Now I feel so much freer and in control of myself.
Toyomansi, you are welcome. If it can benefit even one person on this board then that is great.
Has anyone heard of Nasim Haramein? He has a unified field theory that will resonate with you!
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Post by Phil on Dec 26, 2009 2:08:30 GMT -5
^I'm watching the 45 part lecture on youtube. I'm only at part 19.
Also theres a youtube new clip where he and his wife talk about how she had an orgasm during child birth. Its kinda cool.
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Post by rob on Dec 31, 2009 23:14:57 GMT -5
Dear EAN-ers,
When in disgrace with fortune and mens eyes, remember these timeless words of encouragement
Sincerely,
Rob
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Post by Phil on Jan 3, 2010 15:50:43 GMT -5
yes we can!
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